antiklimaks part of tonight

now she has new elder brother, always hope they will be fine. it doesn't mean i feel allright anyway, maybe. i know that he is trying to get other girl's heart, but am still hesitate. No! i don't need to be hesitated! cause 'D' has convinced me, she loves my in any ways (eventhough i have made her become illfeel to me T_T).
other thing i hv realized. that is why 'D' rarely "curhat" to me. that's because I was her problem. so i think that's impossible to make some kind of curhat to me if i'am her problem. isn't it?
ok, it is time for me to go to my bed. tommorow will be my tired day (again --'), so i have to sleep right now. actually i'm still miss 'D'.

God bless me ^^
and you too ^^