after dark there is will be light

I believe there is a light after dark for the one who struggle to make it. since several days ago (it goes until 2 days later) i was really really concentrated on my bussiness, especially for 5th Nationwide English Olympics, That is an annual event which is held by Bina Nusantara English Club. Firstly i was a staff of coorporate funding, but there is any cinsidering from Bryan Gunawan as Project Manager, i was reshuffeld to be staff of scrabble competition.
Before 5th NEO coming up, i felt that i make big mistake. i was to busy with it, i can't share my time to 'D'.
Today 22nd of February, it means 5th NEO is running up. at this morning i realized that i have ever disappear from "D's heart", coz of it, i was really" disapointed. But i know that's not D's mistake. I make it happened!!OMG T_T
But i make a promise to myself, i don't want disappear from her heart anymore. That's why i wrote "after dark there is will be light"