yeah, strating today by coming late to campus, hahaha..
coz, yesterday i have finished my job at NEO. finally, it has done ^^

yesterday, he mailed me and explained what is 'that' between him n her. I don't know, can it change my mind not to worry bout it?

n for today, i'll come to my first class (in monday n tuesday, i didn't enter to my class ><), that is sistem basis data class!! i just wanna know, will i get killer lecturer?? i got killer lecturer at my CB class, his name "PAK BESAR", hahha ^^

anw, i have to be ready, n go to campus..see ya..(in hurry nih) ^^

special thanks to :
Bryan Gunawan as project manager
Winardi and Marina as COO n CMO (is it right? --")
Andy (Male) as event director
Faizal as head of scrabble division
Grace as staff of ART
my LOs who hv stand beside me until NEO end ^^ *kick asshole!!
etc, cape nyebutinnya ^^
GBU all!

antiklimaks part of tonight

now she has new elder brother, always hope they will be fine. it doesn't mean i feel allright anyway, maybe. i know that he is trying to get other girl's heart, but am still hesitate. No! i don't need to be hesitated! cause 'D' has convinced me, she loves my in any ways (eventhough i have made her become illfeel to me T_T).
other thing i hv realized. that is why 'D' rarely "curhat" to me. that's because I was her problem. so i think that's impossible to make some kind of curhat to me if i'am her problem. isn't it?
ok, it is time for me to go to my bed. tommorow will be my tired day (again --'), so i have to sleep right now. actually i'm still miss 'D'.

God bless me ^^
and you too ^^

after dark there is will be light

I believe there is a light after dark for the one who struggle to make it. since several days ago (it goes until 2 days later) i was really really concentrated on my bussiness, especially for 5th Nationwide English Olympics, That is an annual event which is held by Bina Nusantara English Club. Firstly i was a staff of coorporate funding, but there is any cinsidering from Bryan Gunawan as Project Manager, i was reshuffeld to be staff of scrabble competition.
Before 5th NEO coming up, i felt that i make big mistake. i was to busy with it, i can't share my time to 'D'.
Today 22nd of February, it means 5th NEO is running up. at this morning i realized that i have ever disappear from "D's heart", coz of it, i was really" disapointed. But i know that's not D's mistake. I make it happened!!OMG T_T
But i make a promise to myself, i don't want disappear from her heart anymore. That's why i wrote "after dark there is will be light"